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Thank you everyone. Coming here marked a big turning point for me in my grief and helped me so much to persevere in love, so I really do mean thank you to all of you who contribute here.
I need to respond to this, dear Loz (mornin' and the greatest of love and peace to you, dear sister!). Leaving the WTBTS can be a very lonely process/thing... the resultant feelings of which can last for years. So can be no different if you're in the process, just left, or left some time ago. Thinking that there is "no one" outside who "understands" you can make it even more difficult. Many... and these days, most... who leave... also leave God (and Christ) altogether. Not all do, of course, but of those who do not, many... most... simply return/go on to another religion. Right back into the mindtrap - same trap... different "trappings," is all.
Some left because (or later came to realize that) God and Christ had absolutely nothing to do with that organization, but that didn't affect THEIR belief that God and Christ EXIST... OR their love for these. Yet, they did not want to join yet ANOTHER religion. If the truth be told, MOST who leave have this... but since they don't now "where" else to GO... conclude there is no where else and so there is no God/Christ.
Like some of us, you, dear sister... came to know that there is no "where", but only a "Whom." Praise JAH.
And so that is why "here" is such a joy for some of us: we KNOW there is no where... and HERE is not a "where"... but we are HERE... FOR a Whom. A Whom we all are seeking individually... and as members of a group. It is our responsibility and PRIVILEGE to BE a joy... and bring joy... to the lives of whoever we can of those leaving that harlot. As dear Lazarus wrote (to the Hebrews), WE:
"... have come to Mount Zion, to the city of the living God, the heavenly Jerusalem. You have come to thousands upon thousands of angels in joyful assembly, to the church of the firstborn, (Christ... and, of Israel, those who take part in the FIRST resurrection)
whose names are written in heaven. You have come to God, the Judge of all, to[b] the spirits of the righteous made perfect[/b], to [Jesus] the mediator of a new covenant, and to the sprinkled blood that speaks a better word than the blood of Abel."We have been granted an APPROACH... that many don't have. NOT because it is not permitted to them, but because they either don't seek it... or want it.
When we have gotten FULLY out, however, and are NOT just hanging outside her "walls"... but have FLED... TO the "mountain" we realize SO much joy... because it is joy that is not only the "fruit" of God's holy spirit... but that which comes with TRUE freedom! TRUE freedom... because it is the portion of those who are the sons of God. Which freedom... true freedom... comes from only ONE Source: Christ.
That One said:
"I... am the... Truth" (
John 14:6He ALSO said, to the Jews who had believed him:
“If you hold to MY teaching, you are really my disciples. THEN you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.”The Jews didn't understand him, though, as many don't today. Today, many not only misunderstand what he said, but misquote what he said, stating instead, things like "Tell the truth and the truth shall set/make you free!" Or similar. The Jews, not understanding him, said:
“We are Abraham’s descendants and have never been slaves of anyone. How can you say that we shall be set free?”Which is totally bunk. Because they absolutely had been slaves: to Egypt, Assyria, and Babylon. Now, they were facing slavery to Rome (who ALWAYS took slaves of those they conquered). Because they didn't understand their error in understanding THERE, though, that they had INDEED been slaves, they also didn't understand what our dear Lord MEANT: Not that they would be free from MEN (although, that potential existed)... but TRULY free... EVEN from the "slavery" put upon them by their own FLESH. Hence, he replied to them:
“Very truly I tell you, everyone who sins is a slave to sin. Now a slave has no permanent place in the family, but a son belongs to it forever. If, though, the SON sets you free, you will be TRULY free."That joy, then, dear Loz... is part of that freedom that you now feel... are experiencing. You are no longer "burdened"... especially with things over which you (now realize) you have NO CONTROL. You let go, luv... and let God, the MOST HOLY ONE of Israel, JAH of Armies... and HE freed you...
TRULY... through Christ, His Son, the HOLY One of Israel and Holy Spirit, JAHESHUA, the Chosen One of JAH (MischaJah).
Once freed, it is up to each one of us who have BEEN freed... to STAY free! Nothing worse than being freed... with much bloodshed!... only to go back and enslave oneSELF, again. Unless, of course, that enslavement is to the one who FREED you. In which case, it is entirely appropriate - there is no inappropriateness to giving oneself... as a servant/slave... to one who gave THEM freedom... and life. It is the LEAST such one can do.
I am VERY happy for you, dear sister... truly.
May the undeserved kindness and mercy of our God and Father, the MOST HOLY One of Israel, JAH of Armies, and the love and mercy of His Son... our Lord, Master, King... and savior... the HOLY One of Israel and Holy Spirit, JAHESHUA, the Chosen One of JAH (MischaJah)... be upon you... and your entire household... to time indefinite, dear, dear lady!
Peace to you!
YSSFS of Christ,
Shel