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Some days I just do not hear anything and so I go looking for ways to stimulate my hearing.
I can understand how a "thirst" for "knowledge" might lead one to do that, dear Zoe (peace to you, dear sister!), but that can also be quite dangerous... and maybe even disrespectful. For one, the Adversary ALSO speaks, does he not? Which is one reason why we have religion and churches, etc.: people want to know what "God" has to "say." Since they don't hear themselves (but only because they haven't asked for ears so as TO hear... or don't listen if they do have them... they look to man to "speak" FOR the MOST Holy. But the Holy, our dear Lord JAHESHUA, can do that, yes?
Also, what about King Saul? Growing anxious because he did not hear anything from JAH... he blatantly disobeyed and consulted a medium to speak with Samuel...
who was dead. Had he waited, JAH Himself would have spoken and guided him but he didn't wait, couldn't wait. As a result, disaster came upon him and his entire household AND he lost the kingdom for his line. It went to David's line. All because he "needed" to hear something SO badly and couldn't "wait on JAH."
And what about the Israelites in the wilderness who began to complain every time they THOUGHT JAH had left them, though He NEVER did? I am reminded of a time close to 20 years ago when, after weeks of hearing and being "fed," dear Kim (peacs to you, luvee!) and I became almost panicked because the torrent abruptly ceased. We thought what had we done? Had we done something? Something wrong? We're we being punished maybe? What we received was that we were to STOP being "like Israel of old" and its companions... who constantly complained about having only manna to eat but became anxious each 7th day when no manna appeared although they had been enough on cover on the 6th day AND KNEW there would come more the NEXT day... and "stop 'murmuring.'" Instead, we were to feed on the "manna" already given us, as it had been a plot and we needed to FULLY digest THAT before being fed again.
As you can guess, we were overjoyed and so went back over ALL we knew. And I can tell you, it was like we were being fed all over again, even 5 times more, a veritable feast, because we had missed/had NOT fully grasped everything the first time around. We were REfortified and both ourselves AND our faith made even stronger.
And we were chagrined at ourselves for not having trusted that our dear Father JAH and dear Lord JAHESHUA would not withhold anything we NEEDED from us, but absolutely feed us and never let us even feel a hunger pang, let alone go hungry... let alone starve... when it came to
spiritual food any more than they would as to physical food. I myself was very embarrassed and felt like I had utterly disrespected them both. Not a feeling I would want you or anyone to experience if it can be avoided.
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I think it is very complicated at times.
It only is if WE make it so, dear sister. And we can do that starting by NOT listening as to what we've ALREADY been told and so worrying, being anxious, being concerned with ourselves and with "hearing something,"... rather than trusting that JAH and Christ "got this"... got US... and so there's no NEED to worry or be anxious about ANYTHING.
Because in the end that is what faith IS, isn't it - "the ASSURED expectation of the thing hoped for"? And in this case the "thing hoped for" is that one WILL hear... when the time is right for it... and one is NOT alone, indeed is NEVER alone.
Because all one need do is reach out, but do so in spirit and in and through the Truth, yes?
As always, peace to you and to your dear household!
Your servant, sister, and a slave of Christ,
Shel
P.S., I am not sure Quora is about our comfort or being able to have discussions. For me, it is a place to find others who are/may be wishing and thirsting and in reading the TRUTH about JAH, Christ, their servants, religion, the Adversary, etc., may ALSO grope for the first two... and find them, too. Even if no one does, though, it's one place for an "ambassador" to set the record straight about her own "world" and its rulers and their law, perhaps even clearing their names with some.
2 Samuel 22:26 I think it's also an interesting place to learn about people and the plethora of things they are concerned with. But I totally get that it's not for everyone, but it is definitely part of the "flying scroll."