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kind of scares me as I have MS bad too.

Oh, dear, dear Zoe... may you have peace... not in the way the world gives it, but as my Lord gives. Dear one, I don't personally have the gift of healing because I am a coward in that regard, I am very sorry to say. I have asked for courage... so that I CAN ask for and receive the gift... but I always renege in my heart because I allow my own flesh to get in the way. Because of this, I am a sinner... against you and all who suffer similarly... and against God and Christ... because I should WANT to WITHOUT reservation; love SHOULD dictate that NOTHING stop me from wanting to. But I have not yet been able to get past myself in this matter.

And so I ask YOUR forgiveness, if you can give it, as well as my Lord's and my Father's. For MY error... against you and them. I am not worthy of them... or of dear folks like you.

Peace to you, dear lady and friend... and may the undeserved kindness and MERCY of my dear God and Father, the MOST Holy One of Israel, JAH of Armies, and the love and peace of His Son and King, my Lord, the HOLY One of Israel, JAHESHUA, the Chosen One of JAH (MischaJah)... be upon you, dear, dear lady. May His send His Son, the TRUE Advocate, to comfort and strengthen you... and perhaps even remove this burden from you.

YOUR servant, always, and a slave of Christ,

Shellama

Thank you Shelby

Dear Dear Zoe.....

Good morning to you, and my sincere sympathy to you as well.
I am sorry for your loss and your family's loss. I did not realize how fast it can affect someone as I think of two people I have known with it ( I think it was ms) and they had seemed to be pretty okay and then a couple months later I had heard they passed away.

I understand my sister Shelby's concern with asking for this gift.
I also do not have this gift for the same reasons. There are occasions I have wanted to possess it ( I thought) and I prayed hard for it, but my Lord showed me that I was not as willing as I thought I was.
There would be a very, very, slight, tiny hesitation and then I realized I did not possess the kind of Love it would take to carry this gift.

I in my heart wanted to pick and choose when I used this gift. And that is not for me to decide!

Ooh my ooh my!

I realize that my Lord does not condemn me for this, but it reminds me constantly why I NEED HIM!
To daily cover my sins where I fail in my love ...being able to have LOVE to the extent of giving of oneself on behalf of another. And not " just" for those I love.

Enjoy your day as much as possible
Love to you and your family
Justmom

Oh My, you mean you believe some people actually have the gift of healing? I thought that was only happening in Jesus day. I never considered that I could be healed, sounds like a fantasy I would like though. Lol

my cousin has had MS for over 20 years, she did not have quality of life anymore though she still had her mind and voice. She could not walk or do Anything for herself anymore including using the bathroom and cleaning herself. Her husband spoon fed her as her hands didn't work well anymore. She smoked heavy (funny how her hands worked then) and so did her husband and they lived in a tiny trailer on a big sti ky cattle feed farm so the air she breathed was not good either.

She was 63 and her Mother said the doctor wouldn't tell her what the cause of death was but she thinks she had a stroke. So so sad. She seemed to be getting confused the last few times I talked to her, so she may have had other things besides MS going on. Her Mom called her everyday for years and yet she told me that her Mom didn't care about her and neither did her siblings. So as a result at the funeral her husband shunned her Mom and siblings and said they were not welcome because they treated her badly when she was alive. So not true so I think she imagined things and the fact is it was her that denied them. It is sad because when you become disabled a person often becomes recluse and looses touch with reality.

Good morning ZOE...

It was happening yes in our Lords day,but it has continued and will continue as Joel's prophecy describes in Joel 2: 28-32.
Also the gifts of the spirit are distributed from the Father, to the body, to whom he wills in 1 Corinthians 12.

It was WTBS teaching lies that these gifts had ceased. Because they told us that these gifts were "partial " and therefore cease, when Jesus arrived.
1 Corinthians 13: 8-10
Because they taught us he arrived in 1914, that is when they said the gifts ceased.

We know this is a lie because we are still awaiting of Lords return to gather the body of CHRIST and the separating work etc....

Hope this helps clarify some and I hope I explained it so you could understand.

Love Justmom

Interesting indeed JustMom, thank you for the explanation. I have never seen evidence of healing people, has anyone here seen it.

I cannot say I have SEEN evidence of a particular healing, dear Zoe (peace to you, dear one!), but I know of it. Close to 15 years ago, the sister of a dear one was succumbing to cancer. Although he and she were no longer close, he felt he HAD to so something and so asked for the gift, which he says he received. I have to believe him because of what I know how. Anyway, he flew to where his sister was and used his gift. According to him AND her (and I have spoken to both about it) when her next tests were run (the following day or so)... NO SIGNS of the cancer! The doctors said they could not explain it.

Now, I don't have knowledge on ANY level to say what might or might not have occurred with this lady biologically. But I do know she is alive... and well (at least as to the cancer)... today. She did not succumb.

Since I know the dear one who was involved quite closely (and that one is a member here), I know there is no reason for me to doubt what I have been told. This is NOT a person who seeks glory for themselves; to the contrary, they are actually quite quiet in living their life, almost hermit-like (LOLOL! at the dear one!). They are also not a person prone to telling lies, and certainly not as to holy spirit.

So, that's all I can share on it.

But dear 'Mom (peace, luv!) is right: the gifts are not OURS to use as WE pick and choose ("Oh, I am sure HE deserves to be healed; not so sure about HER!", etc.). They are for the building up of the Body, and giving attention to the surpassing love of God and Christ, which love can prompt others to come to Them. It is not always easy to control our OWN desires with regard to the gifts, though, which is why some misuse them, even evilly charging money.

I hope this helps and, again, peace to you!

YOUR servant and a slave of Christ,

Shellama

Good morning.

It is Wednesday. It is a beautiful day here today.

Will be in and out today.

Hope TAMMY is having a good visit with "pops" ??

Hope everyone else's day is going great as well.

Will take my doggie to the park and hopefully get a long walk in today, cuz gunna be doin a whole lotta sittin in the next few days. LOL

Love y'all
Justmom

I missed all of this. ((((hugs))))) to Zoe.




I no longer have to look for another job, lol (which time was coming up next month). My former boss phoned me today, and it does not surprise me because I have dreamt about her, and about the restaurant I knew she had transferred to, recently. I had decided today that I would phone her next week. But she let me know that whenever I want to start for a couple of nights a week, I can. The job is mine. It is just a bit of a drive, so that will play a factor in my decision. But it is my old boss, which means I will get anything i need or want, and that means i am not starting from scratch somewhere, even though it is a new place. I don't have to prove myself. Those benefits to me, seem to outweigh the more negative aspect of the drive. (probably a twenty minute drive)

It is really nice to know that I don't have to worry about finding a job. She has one for me. And I know others who would do the same for me if I asked. But I didn't even have to ask. She called me.

I could use a couple more weeks off, to finish something that I am doing without distraction. But the job being only two nights a week (my choice; I could work as much as I wanted if I wanted to), that doesn't bite into my time hardly at all.

So that is my news for the day ; ) It all just happened, and I wanted to share.

(I did have a good visit with my dad, too, thanks for asking)


Peace,
tammy

Tammy, wonderful news, you have a new job opportunity and you didn't need to even try .... yay

That's great news Tammy. Sounds like she thinks a lot of you if she called you to offer the job, and that makes such a difference to work where you're appreciated. Job hunting is a real pain, and then there's the interview process!

Well done, happy for you.

Loz x

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Thanks : )

I was not looking forward to the interview process. It has been more than a decade since I have been the interview - ee, rather than the interview -er, lol.


Peace,
tammy

I went to one last Monday, took me a week to prep for it, planning a lesson, reading up the current education policies around that level, learning about the college's ethos. Was there 4 hours with 6 other applicants, delivered the lesson and went through a tough interview. I came 2nd in the end, reassuring that I was on the right track, but still disappointing.

It's difficult here at the moment with so much competition for posts, and some find it a bonus that I'm mature and some don't, but I'll just keep trying. Hubby starts his new post at beg of June so the pressure is off somewhat, but I'd like to find something, not least so's I can put all this education to good use!

Loz x

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"This is my son. LISTEN to Him!"

I hear you, Loz. My uncle has been searching for quite some time as well, and the interviews are hours long, and he is looking in a couple of provinces, so the drive to the interviews are long.

I am really glad your husband got a good position, and it is great that you are on the right track. You'll find your position also : )


Peace,
tammy

Morning everyone, Happy Sunday!
It is a sunny cool day here, I am thinking about making a cup of tea. Anyone want one?