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you are living a paid vacation
Okkaayyyyy?? (Peace to you, all!)
Also, one concern you had before was that perhaps you were being sent to your assignment for a certain person's benefit. And I'm not sure that that wasn't the case. That you didn't stay LONG means... what? Our job is merely to plant or perhaps water seeds, yes? So, maybe you planted one... or maybe you watered one. How long did Philip stay with the Ethiopian eunuch? Peter with Cornelius? Priscilla and Aquila with Apollo? And so on and so on. Could be that you only needed to be where you were for a brief moment... to plant, water... or maybe expose someone's (true) heart/spirit. Who knows (did I say that?? LOLOLOL!)?
Now, perhaps there's another... or others... that you will need to be in contact with... and for a longer period of time.
Let me share something with you... all... that you might not have stopped to consider:
Our dear Lord grants entry into the kingdom to those who "do good" to even the least ones of his brothers. And those who DON'T do good to such... are eternally cut off (from entry, so as to NOT be able to get to the "Tree" of Life and eat... and live FOREVER, like those who DO go in).
By what means do these even have ACCESS to such brothers... unless WE are sometimes sent to go among THEM (which, as some of you know, is why I must still attend the JW Memorial - to give these access to "Christ").
We are talking about the "Far East"... where, we all know... "missionaries" have abounded for decades, if not centuries... but maybe NOW there is a difference, given the tenets of the government(s). MAYBE there needs to be a NEW kind of "seed" planted there... or maybe there is a need for a bit of "watering."
Or... maybe it IS just a "working vacation." But you'll never know if you don't go. NOT that I'm saying you should/must, not at all. YOU lovebirds have to decide. If you decide TO go, however... take alone a little faith, girl. Just the size of a mustard seed. 'Cause you never know what'll "grow" from THAT.
Peace... and happy contemplating time to you, both!
YSSFS of Christ,
Shellamar, whose recent jaunt to Ethiopia showed HER what it TRULY means to "follow the Lamb... WHEREVER... HE goes" or sends you! LOLOLOL!