To the Household of God, israel, and all those who go with... may you all have peace!
It's often funny... in a "exciting" kind of way... when I receive understanding from my dear Lord.. Sort of like laughing inside (with joy), while shaking my head as I say, "Of COURSE, Lord! Of COURSE that's what you meant!" It's also exciting when I get to share sch with you dear ones, which I do with regard to Matthew 6:33. There, my Lord is recorded to have said, in part:
"Seek first the kingdom and its/his righteousness..."
Tonight, my dear Lord gave to me what he truly meant by those words... and it's not what most of us, including myself for some part, have thought. What I and perhaps you thought he meant was, "Seek the righteousness of the kingdom first... and/so that you can... apply it in your life."
Now, doing that, seeking it so as to, and apply(ing) it in our lives is a good thing. I don't want to take away from that, at all. But that isn't actually what he meant by those words. Before I share with you what he gave me that he MEANT, I need to share with you a bit of our conversation. A bit prior to our speaking, I had shared with a dear one that the reason some have... mmmmmm... difficulty?... with (some of) what I share is because it often relates on a personal level. Sometimes, very personal. Which often makes it hard to hear/accept. As a result, I have been told by some... or such ones have shown me by their actions (anger, hatred, drawing away)... that they don't want to hear any more. They are "tired" of being "wrong."
Now, that is fine with me, truly. I mean, I don't want ANYONE to hate/be angry with (me)... or draw away from Christ (OR me, as a friend/sister)... but I understand that some will. I was given that warning almost from the first. We all are, aren't we, when our Lord said "a man's enemies will be members of his own household"? And so, since the calling and choosing is NOT up to me, I have to trust that my dear Lord knows his sheep... and that when he said he would not lose ONE (except the son of destruction), he meant that. And so, if they truly belong to HIM... he'll see that they stay/get back on the path.
What I had shared with the dear one, however, was that although such ones cannot refute what I share with them, they take issue because they want me... or others... even JAH Himself... to be the problem... the "reason" they aren't chosen, or called, or don't hear... or have turned away, etc. In their eyes... or rather, their hearts... it simply cannot be THEM... THEIR fault... because as far as THEY are concerned (and they really believe) THEY'VE done EVERYTHING... ALL... THEY could POSSIBLY do... to win God's favor. So, if there's a problem, it's either with God's perception, insight, or judging... or it's with, perhaps someone like me... who is telling them things (they don't want to hear).
And I need to state here, dear, dear LQ (peace to you, dear brother!), this has absolutely NOTHING to do with YOU... or the "Apostle" thread. It is TRULY just coincidental that you started that thread when this matter is also of issue. But please know, this is absolutely NOT about you... and ANY similarities are truly coincidental. However, it might help you see that you're not alone in some of your... mmmmmmm... "thoughts." I digress.
As I was pondering this, and thinking, "Wow, that's pretty bold, actually, to think it's everyone except PERHAPS them," I was reminded of the man, Adham, who not only blamed the woman Eve, but JAH Himself for GIVING him Eve... which blame he sought... while totally ignoring the TRUTH... of his CHOICE. In placing such blame, the man Adham showed himself lacking in a lot of things... and particularly... humility.
But this isn't about Adham, or about lacking humility, as much as it is about what my dear Lord meant when he said "Seek the kingdom FIRST, and ITS/HIS righteousness... and all these things (that he was speaking of) would be 'added' to" those who did. Here, then, is the gist:
Dear ones, when we blame others for OUR choices, AND/OR for our lack of being chosen (by JAH through Christ by means of an anointing with holy spirit), we really are displaying a form or pride and arrogance. And, as I've shared with you before, the prophecy of the Most Holy One of Israel, JAH of Armies, is that pride... goes before... (the) fall. That pride is usually the impetus FOR (the) fall. BUT... what Christ SAID... as recorded at Matthew 6:33 can STOP that trajectory... if we truly grasp what he MEANT... and DO... what he SAID.
Because when he said, "Seek the kingdom FIRST and ITS/HIS righteousness," he MEANT:
When you are inclined to ask "why"... or "why not"... or lay blame... BEFORE you do that as to the MOST HOLY One of Israel, JAH of Armies... and/or as to His Son and KING (of that kingdom), the HOLY ONE of Israel and Holy Spirit, JAHESHUA, the Chosen One of JAH (MischaJah)... BEFORE you "go there"... STOP... and LOOK FOR... THEIR... RIGHTEOUSNESS! In whatever matter, choice, decision, outcome... situation... you are considering... BEFORE you blame THEM... look for their RIGHTEOUSNESS. FIRST. Which MIGHT mean... looking at your OWN... UNRIGHTEOUSNESS... FIRST.
BEFORE you lay blame on THEM... LOOK FOR THEIR RIGHTEOUSNESS. FIRST.
Let me give you an example:
There are many accounts in the Bible where, if one wanted to take the risk, one MIGHT conclude that JAH's action was UNRIGHTEOUS. For example, the account where Elijah had two she bears maul a group of children simply for calling him "bald-headed." Now, for MOST, it would seem like JAH Himself actually would be behind such an act. I mean, why not? Had He not killed thousands, tens of thousands, for, what... not acting the way HE wanted them to? I know, I know, that's extreme, but that is how some view it, yes?
But let's look at the situation: some children poked fun at one of God's prophets. That prophet was apparently SO thin-skinned... and frail... that he can't even handle a group of children playing childrens' games (name-calling). No, he was SO sensitive, that rather than simply telling the children to bugger off... or perhaps calling for their parents to discipline them... HE calls on a couple of bears to come and maul them to death! Yet, this is the SAME man who stood up to Baal worshippers! Bothered by a group of KIDS???
IN THE LIGHT OF THE RIGHTEOUSNESS OF THE KINGDOM, however... with righteousness and KING of that kingdom... is CHRIST... does that even make SENSE???
Dear ones, we are told (by Christ) that in order to see God we must see him, yes? So, let's do that. Let's LOOK at HIM:
In doing so... who of us believe that HE would call upon two vicious she bears to kill some idiot kids for name-calling? He, who didn't even raise a hand against those who came to put him to death? Who wouldn't even allow his personal "body-guard", Peter, to cut off the ear of one of such men?
By looking at CHRIST we can KNOW that JAH had no hand in the "story" about Elijah, but rather, the false stylus of the SCRIBES must have written such a "tale." Most probably, to keep "bad" children in line. Sort of like the fable of Hansel and Gretel. Or perhaps to scare their enemies... and they had a lot of enemies, so...
But here's the POINT: when we seek the kingdom... and its/his... RIGHTEOUSNESS... FIRST... we would never even GO there! We would NEVER even THINK to attribute something like that... an UNRIGHTEOUS act... to the MOST HOLY One of Israel, JAH of Armies... let alone to His Son! We would KNOW better than to blame either of THEM... because THEY are RIGHTEOUS. Yes??
What about us, though? Are WE righteous? Perhaps SO righteous... that rather than look at OURSELVES... and at perhaps what WE are lacking, doing, not doing, harboring, believing, etc., SUCH THAT IT STANDS IN THE WAY... that we turn the BLAME... FOR our lack, doing, not doing, harboring, believing, not believing... CHOICES... on THEM?
If we do that, dear ones... look to THEM as the "cause" of OUR error... or OUR lack of faith... OUR [inability] to hear... OUR refusal to hear... or OBEY... WHOSE "righteousness" are we TRULY seeking?? The kingdom's? HIS? Or... our own?
Which SHOULD we be seeking... based on Christ's words?
If HIS words are "Keep seeking... FIRST... the kingdom and ITS/HIS righteousness"... yet, we seek to BLAME him and/or the Father... are we not, AGAIN... DISOBEYING his words? Not LISTENING to what he is telling us to DO? Are we not, instead, seeking... FIRST... our OWN "righteousness?"
And is that not a dangerous thing to do??
Yet, he said if we seek the KINGDOM'S... and GOD'S... righteousness... FIRST... all [the things he mentioned]... WOULD be ADDED to us. GIVEN to us. Yes?
And so, if we are LACKING such things... INCLUDING holy spirit... is it perhaps because it is NOT His righteousness... or the kingdom's... that we ARE seeking... FIRST?
Dear ones, rather than looking into a WINDOW... to see where JAH and/or Christ is failing US... should we not be looking in a MIRROR... to see where WE... are failing THEM? What "mirror", though? Where can we LOOK to "see" what we truly ARE?
Just like there is no place to GO away to, dear ones, there is not place to look. There is only, in BOTH instances... a WHOM. A Whom to go away TO... and a Whom... to look AT:
The HOLY One of Israel and Holy Spirit, JAHESHUA, the Chosen One of JAH (MischaJah). He is the ONLY One who can show ANY of us where we are lacking. Because he is the IMAGE of God... and so, if we don't look AT him, we can't know if we don't look LIKE him. And if we don't look like HIM... we CERTAINLY don't... can't... look like His Father, the MOST HOLY One of Israel, JAH of Armies.
And so this is what I came to learn from my dear Lord, the HOLY One of Israel and Holy Spirit, JAHESHUA, the Chosen One of JAH (MischaJah) this evening. That is we seek the His and the kingdom's righteousness... FIRST... THEN all of the things he mentioned (food, clothing, and more)... would be added to, given us. NOT, however, if we seek our own righteousness... above theirs.
I, SA, have shared this truth with you, just as I received it from my dear Lord, Master, Savior, and King, the HOLY One of Israel and Holy Spirit, JAHESHUA, the Chosen One of JAH (MischaJah)... and I truly hope it helps, any who may need help.
Peace to you all!
Your servant, as I am servant to all those of the Household of God, Israel, and all those who go with, sister, and fellow slave of Christ,
SA
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