It was rhetorical, dear VG (peace to you!)... tongue in cheek. I started to state "bus fare" but thought that because library cards usually ARE free, it would make the point "better." Sorry, my point was lost on you. But since you seem to want to engage:
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Older witnesses had access to Russell's books and his books are in
theological libraries and even available by request in public libraries.
I obtained a copy of the Rutherford pamphlet, Millions Now Living Will Never Die
through the Vancouver Public Library research section. That, and Crisis of Conscience
and continuing to research finally freed me.
I COULD say that not all libraries had this stuff... and not all towns had libraries (given that I know folks from some very small towns), but I think I addressed it enough, above.
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I also prayed and never gave up an honest search for the actual facts.
Its true many knew of these things but somehow had a mental
disconnect as to their significance.
I prayed, as well... but I didn't know any of these things...
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My trigger was when, in 1990 I read a reference in the WT naming the pamphlet
"Millions Now Living MAY Never Die, and I knew it was a misquote, a
deliberate attempt to cover their own tracks and false prophesies.
That was a stunner for me, since I had the naive idea they would never ever lie.
My first stunner was when they misstated, at a 1994 DC, as to when the "separating work" began (and I heard from my dear Lord that it has not) and I wrote to them about it (just as he directed me and gave me the information to prove it). The second came when the information I sent them was published, almost verbatim, in the 10/15/95 WT. Even, then, I didn't get who... or what... they were. The third came somewhere around my 8-10th (out of 14) JC meetings, as a result of what I was hearing... and from Whom... as I openly professed to them.
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The claim of some that they stay in because it is a "clean" organization and
promotes good values, is a cover up for their true motives which have to do
with feeling "superior" to others ( we have the truth you don't ) and extreme
laziness and feelings of self satisfaction at never having to develop a real skill
based useful and connected life or educate themselves or serve their actual
communities or do charitable or productive work or to live without judgement
among their own neighbours. The first to ignore you and the first in line
for welfare payments by the State.
That might be the case for SOME... but it certainly wasn't for ME. As to feelings of being "superior" (it was a LACK of self esteem that led me IN)... and I don't think I'm lazy (certainly not mentally or spiritually so)... I was pursuing an education (as I always had, and still do) while among them (my JW at the time husband put a stop to that)... did and do charitable work (always have), among them AND outside of them... have ALWAYS worked productively, indeed, made and make decent wages... and ALWAYS helped my neighbors AND complete strangers (as I do now). And while it's true, I might ignore someone, it's not personal. I ignore a lot of folks. BUT... never on welfare. Did have Section 8 for a brief time when my kids were really small... but have been working, actually, since I was 13.
So... your generalization fails, at least as to ME. And except for the "superiority" and "education" thing, for most JWs that I knew.
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The WT in fact produces selfish, spiritually dead, self centred, arrogant
and unfeeling people incapable of facing reality, or working as equal team members,
devoid of social skills and full of hatred and discrimination.
This is the true "work" of the WT. Producing useless people.
Well, now, THAT I agree with. That is one of their agendas, yes. But it doesn't always work, dear lady. SOMETIMES it backfires.
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Later I discovered that many Christians have a similar agenda as the Governing Body,
claiming that they are channeling Jesus Christ and every thought and opinion
they have is preceded by, "The Lord revealed to me" or "The Lord showed me."
I can't dispute that. All I can say is that I don't know many of these "christians." Except among my culture. Most black "church" women usually give the glory to "Jesus," yes. Having come from where they have, though, they are reluctant to attribute anything success in their lives to their own doing. And I get that. Some christians, though, and you can include me in this group... give such glory to Christ... because it is TRUE - he IS the One who revealed or showed such to them. I am living proof of that.
That you don't believe/receive/accept that is... irrelevant... to be quite honest. Irrelevant for ME... because I didn't come where YOU are and speak such truth; you came where I and others are. So, it's really, well, the epitome of rudeness, wouldn't you, to enter into someone ELSE'S house... and take issue with how they run/live in it? You don't partake of your hosts' hospitality... while putting them down, luv. You have your OWN house to do that in.
But then, again, JWs are FAMOUS for doing THAT: going to people's houses, even showing up unannounced/uninvited... then, judging such folks in their own HOME. You might want to check your baggage to make sure you've emptied it ALL out...
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Much like the governing body's claim to exclusive divine revelation, this is used
to establish their own personal beliefs and point of view.
In instances such AS the WTBTS... and others where claims of hearing Christ are MADE... but PROVE false... you are right. In those instances where such claims are TRUE... you are in error. In THOSE cases the goal isn't to establish ANY belief or POV... but only to make others aware that Christ speaks to them, TOO... and they only need LISTEN to hear him. Unfortunately, those seeking to establish THEIR own personal beliefs and point of view... for instance, that Christ does NOT speak (since THEY don't hear him)... don't get this. But that's understandable... since THEY don't HEAR him.
But one CANNOT be a christian, as some CLAIM to be... and deny that Christ SPEAKS. Because HE said he speaks. HE said HIS sheep listen to HIS voice. They can't do that, though, if he can't/doesn't SPEAK.
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And much like disfellowshipping and shunning, some Christians will require you
to speak a certain way and make a set vocabulary that they believe identifies
you as one of them.
If they do... beware. Because Christ disfellowshipped... and shunned... no one. Not even Judas Iscariot, whom he KNEW was going to betray him. He didn't treat Judas any different than he did the others... nor did he tell THEM anything ABOUT Judas (and his plans) so that they WOULD. AND... he STILL gave HIS life FOR Judas'. Since it is HIM that we are to imitate, then... well, seems to ME that a true christian would, like Christ, be more concerned with MERCY... than with JUDGMENT.
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And if you refuse to adhere to these verbal games,
you are "marked" and shunned.
I am sorry this has happened to you. I've only been marked and shunned for speaking truth. Well, among WTBTS adherents. I was banned from a similar forum for the same... but I cannot lie and say my conduct wasn't the impetus needed to do it.
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Pleasantries are really a control mechanism to invalidate others and
are a veneer for the underlying power structure.
Interesting. Do you, then, believe Christ's "pleasantries" were such a mechanism? Because HE commanded his disciples to greet those whose houses they entered with a wish for peace. As HE did. What underlying power structure was HE painting a veneer for... and teaching his followers to paint? Because as far as I know, he said we are to be PEACEABLE, MERCIFUL, FORGIVING, and NON-JUDGMENTAL (which many of the above comments from you seem to deny)...
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Pat phrases and signature greetings become, religion by rote, covering
a need to control the conversation.
If one needs to them be, ANY phrase and signature greetings can become so. ANYTHING one worships can become their "religion." On the other hand, one can (1) be being obedient to Christ (or their god, whoever that might be) who directs them to use such greetings, and/or (2) be subject to certain valid and verifiable neural and/or other conditions that make saying the same things necessary, if not comforting. My older sister, for instance, was an autistic savant... and she OFTEN said pat phrases, greetings, and other things by rote. Even ad nauseum. Whether she was in a conversation or not. So what?
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Few and far between, are honest men and women.
Yes, but we ARE out here, dear one. A remnant, maybe, yes. Be we are out here. One may not be able to tell right away, though, but perhaps might need to spend a little time to get to know what a TRULY honest person... sounds... like. May I suggest you start with Christ, the Truth? Because HIS mouth ALWAYS speaks what is upright and true. Always. Try as I might, I can never be AS honest as he is... but I can "follow" HIS voice... and root out ANY deceit that is IN me. So, that perhaps he will say of ME, as he did of Nathanthiel:
"Look! An Israelite in whom FOR A CERTAINTY there is NO deceit."I've given myself over to him... FULLY... to cleanse me... FULLY... so that he can. How 'bout you?
Peace... truly. I want no conflict with you... but I do not lose MY peace if you wish to contend. That's something YOU have to look at, not me. I do not judge you.
YOUR servant, as I am servant to ALL those of the Household of God, Israel, and those who go with, and a slave of Christ,
Shellamar